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Sempre #2
Redemption
In this thrilling and sexy follow-up to Sempre, two young lovers struggle to keep their relationship intact after they become deeply enmeshed in the dangerous mafia-run crime ring they once tried to overthrow.
Haven Antonelli and Carmine DeMarco have been through a lot. Haven was taken in by Carmine’s father, and with his family’s help, she escaped a gruesome fate. However, saving Haven from the dark intentions of a mafia family cost Carmine a steep price: he was forced to swear loyalty to them.
Now, still passionately in love, Carmine and Haven must face the fall-out of Carmine’s forced service, as Haven discovers terrifying secrets about the family that enslaved both her and her mother—and why she matters so much in this intricate web of lies.
Haven Antonelli and Carmine DeMarco have been through a lot. Haven was taken in by Carmine’s father, and with his family’s help, she escaped a gruesome fate. However, saving Haven from the dark intentions of a mafia family cost Carmine a steep price: he was forced to swear loyalty to them.
Now, still passionately in love, Carmine and Haven must face the fall-out of Carmine’s forced service, as Haven discovers terrifying secrets about the family that enslaved both her and her mother—and why she matters so much in this intricate web of lies.
416 pages, ebook
First published December 16, 2013
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April 13, 2017
Being honest sucks.
This is definitely going to be one of the most painful reviews I have ever written :(
Let me start out by saying that I absolutely adored the first book, Sempre, and still stand by the fact that it is one of my all-time favorite books. For me, it was a 5-star read. It was different, unique, thrilling, sexy. It made my heart race, kept me connected and took me on a reading journey unlike any other I'd ever been on. Needless to say, Sempre: Redemption was one of my most highly anticipated book releases of the year and I could not wait to find out what happened next for Carmine and Haven.
Unfortunately though, this book didn't work for me.
While I will keep this as spoiler free as I can while I explain why — the only thing I’m going to have to mention is something that happens very early on at 12% in the book because that event is the major reason why I was not happy with the direction of this story.
Before I get into the bad though, I will say that I loved the first 12% of this book. From the opening line, my heart was right back in the story. I'd missed these characters so much and it was so good to be back with Carmine and Haven and see them together even in the midst of their rather dangerous new situation.
"I did it because I love you, Haven, and you didn't force me to fucking love you. I did that shit all on my own. And I don't regret any of it."
With Carmine essentially now one of Salvatore's pawns, he was trapped and no longer in control of his life, soon to be forced to relocate to Chicago and work for Sal full-time....
"Run away with me," he continued, leaning down to softly kiss her lips. "We can disappear before the sun comes up."…
"We can't run away."
He sighed. "It's a nice dream, though, isn't it?"
I couldn't wait to see how he and Haven would handle this new obstacle together. I mean, just think of how what an interesting story it would be to see them try and continue their relationship in the midst of all of this hellish craziness while Carmine was forced to participate in the Mafia lifestyle. I couldn't wait to watch them draw on each other for strength, to help each other through it......... but, no.
This was not where the story was going. AT ALL.
Carmine left. Without telling Haven. Just fucking left. (this is that moment at 12% I was talking about)
Ok, so... I was still "with" the story at that point... I figured maybe either he would realize the monumental error of his way or she would go after him and give him a piece of her mind for leaving like that and show him that they really could make it work and just that someway, they'd find their way back to each other after maybe like 50 - 60, or even 100 pages or so..... right????
No.
The reunion wasn't until 72%.
THEY SPENT 60% OF THE BOOK APART!!!!! :(
Before I go any further, I'd like to explain the reason why I was so shocked by this separation. If you read the book's blurb, it totally gives the impression that this is a romance (just like the first book was) with a couple working on their relationship (which this book was decidedly not). Here's the opening line from the blurb -- "In this thrilling and sexy follow-up to Sempre, two young lovers struggle to keep their relationship intact after they become deeply enmeshed in the dangerous mafia-run crime ring they once tried to overthrow." ...... Okay, maybe it's just me but, based on that line, I was expecting a story where they actually struggled to keep their relationship intact, not one where they spent 60% of the book with absolutely no contact with each other (of their own choice I might add -- there could have been secret meetings or secret messages and such... even the separation could have been turned into something sexy and thrilling but instead Carmine and Haven chose to completely remain away from each other).
So here's more of an explanation into my feelings.... As a romance reader, I don't really care how painful a hardship a couple has to go through, but I want to see them do it together. I was frustrated because what I loved most about Sempre and about Carmine & Haven was THEM -- them together.
I might just be overly romantic at heart but I genuinely believe in couples working through things together. I do understand when separation needs to happen but if it does, then I want it to be either where a situation outside their control tears them apart and they do everything in their power to get back to each other or where they do get separated but then realize their mistake after not toooooo long and one of them makes an epic come back to set the other straight. Or something like that, y'know?
I really struggled with the fact that they spent the majority of the book apart and while I could understand the need for them to grow individually, 60% of separation was just too much in a 530 page book. I didn't really care that much about two people dealing with stuff separately... my connection was to THEM as a couple, not to them individually (like, I wouldn't be that interested in reading a book just about Haven, for example). I am a romance reader. The first book was a romance -- in fact, it was a beautiful romance. This one though was more like a Mafia book with a light sprinkling of romance.
I'll be honest and say that I was bored. By the half way mark, I was struggling not to put the book down. Really, it just felt too long. See, technically I love the world that the author had created -- it was fascinating, dangerous and had so many stories to tell, but in order for me to be able to stay interested in the Mafia side of the story, I needed it to have been balanced out by a ton of romance (like, if Haven had gone with him to Chicago for example) - either that or, in my opinion, it should have been shorter.
For the record though, even though they are separated and not technically "a couple" for most of the book, neither of them sleep with anyone else - thank God!! Haven does go on one date (ugh!!) but that's it.
In the interest of fairness though, I'd like to point out that a lot of my issues with this book were definitely personal pet peeves. I didn't describe things further because I didn't want to give spoilers but there were other things that bothered me too. However... it's entirely possible that these things might not bother you at all. I'm just very strongly romantic at heart -- I love seeing couples together and facing the world together so separation with no contact between the main characters is a plot element that is usually very hard for me to be okay with... and that's just personal.
However, despite the fact that I did not like the direction of the storyline, I still loved certain parts of this book. It's a very well put together story with so many intricate layers to it. I absolutely loved the writing -- it had the same smart, engaging and very unique tone to it that I associate so strongly with Sempre.
Another positive thing is something I said when I read Sempre and I'll happily say it again now -- this story would make a phenomenal movie!!!! I mean really!!! Sempre already has a movie deal so I really hope the movie gods hurry it up because I really felt like I could see the whole story playing out in front of me while I was reading it. I could easily see this as being the "next big Blockbuster" movie hit. Easily!!
I'll also say that in the scenes where Carmine & Haven were together though, I loved the story. With the way this book ends, their story is fully wrapped up along with a beautiful epilogue set ten years into future.
I think the bottom line is that I loved Sempre and while I'll admit that this book didn't work for me, I still love the characters and I loved Sempre enough to still keep loving the overall story. I think that Carmine and Haven will always have a special place in my heart.
"You love me."
"I do," he said. "No matter what. Sempre."
Overall rating: 3 - 3.5 stars (but 4.5 for the first 12% of the book + for the ending)
Gosh. That's painful to write.
Did I mention being honest sucks?? :(
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November 18, 2014
10 EFFING LOVED IT STARS!!!
Re-fucking-demption
What a great name for this wonderful finale to the love story of Haven and Carmine. I mean it couldn't have ended any better for me. I have been highly, I mean highly anticipating this book….I saw it was available for ARC from Edelweiss and I swear I couldn't click it fast enough…..
I don't want to spoil this book for anyone so this is the best review I can do for now since I can’t use quotes because the book has not been released yet but if you enjoyed Sempre I hope you love this one as much as I did!
Haven and Carmine are meant to be together.
I love that Carmine wasn't perfect.
I love that Haven found herself.
I love that Corrado is still just a badass mofo.
I love what all Vincent is willing to do for his family…
Salvatore I hate you...
I wish there was more Dom in this book but beggers can’t be choosers.
JK By the way :)
With regard to the epilogue…..
LOVE LOVE LOVED IT!
I'm so happy with the conclusion of this story....But so sad that its over....
*ARC provided by Edelweiss on behalf of Gallery Books in turn for an honest review.*
Original posting
Re-fucking-demption
What a great name for this wonderful finale to the love story of Haven and Carmine. I mean it couldn't have ended any better for me. I have been highly, I mean highly anticipating this book….I saw it was available for ARC from Edelweiss and I swear I couldn't click it fast enough…..
I don't want to spoil this book for anyone so this is the best review I can do for now since I can’t use quotes because the book has not been released yet but if you enjoyed Sempre I hope you love this one as much as I did!
Haven and Carmine are meant to be together.
I love that Carmine wasn't perfect.
I love that Haven found herself.
I love that Corrado is still just a badass mofo.
I love what all Vincent is willing to do for his family…
Salvatore I hate you...
I wish there was more Dom in this book but beggers can’t be choosers.
JK By the way :)
With regard to the epilogue…..
LOVE LOVE LOVED IT!
I'm so happy with the conclusion of this story....But so sad that its over....
*ARC provided by Edelweiss on behalf of Gallery Books in turn for an honest review.*
Original posting
October 20, 2016
"What do you do when the thing you want most suddenly feels like it's beyond your fingertips?"
5 stars will never be enough for this book.
I still can't believe how this series ended in such a beautiful, satisfying, and all-consuming fashion. This is absolutely one of the riveting series-enders I've read so far-- one that will stay glued in my mind forever.
In this second and final book of Sempre duology, Carmine and Haven's life totally changed. Both of them were forced to separate and go in opposite directions because of the deal Carmine made with Salvatore in the previous book. Carmine is now a full-pledged member of the Mafia while Haven is basically free and is pursuing a normal college life in New York. With the absence of each other, their hearts didn't seem to grow fonder and despite the things that happened, both of them weren't able to forget their love.
I cannot think of better words that will do the book justice. Everything messed up my emotions. First off, I loved J.M. Darhower's writing. As always. It just didn't get old. This author manages to leave such an overwhelming impact to her readers because of her raw and brilliant way of writing. The dialogues shared by the characters were so intimately sensitive that I found myself falling in love and feeling their sadness and pain.
"He was surrounded by violence and death, the ugliness eating away at him, but then on the other side, there was her. She was peace and hope, and pure beauty. She was the good that he hoped would overpower the bad."
Sempre: Redemption didn't particularly prepare me with its much darker approach. I thought Sempre has a mild touch of darkness and graphic violence scenes but in this book, I can say that J.M. Darhower gave it all when it comes to the intensity of its dark theme. Some daring actions were thrown in and even the major character Corrado Moretti (who was so much badass-er) was given an opportunity to stand out.
Haven and Carmine's character was also nicely developed here. I loved their strength and their faith. What basically made them admirable was how they didn't give in to possible new relationships when they were no longer together. It took a lot of chapters for me to endure their sacrifice but in the end, I was glad because what happened to them was exactly what I wished to transpire in the book.
Yes, this book was hard to read at times because of its emotionally-draining scenes which were dragged on an interlude of heartaches and even tragedies, but it was so worth it. This book was so heartfelt and it wasn't just about two characters in a forbidden love but it was also more about how these Mafia people value their devotion to their family. Given the length of the book which is about 500+ pages, I wasn't intimated. It's because no matter how tough this book was and even if there were sad and terrifying moments that occurred, the ending turned out to be a perfection it made me wept both sad and happy tears. I will never forget this series. It will remain in my heart, SEMPRE.
"Everyone falls sometimes, son, even me, but the trick is to get right back up. They’ll always target the ones who appear vulnerable, so you need to be strong. Fake it until you make it."
December 6, 2014
5 TESORO STARS! ★★★★★
"What do you do when the thing you want most suddenly feels like it's beyond your fingertips?"
After having Sempre ripping my heart into pieces, I wasn't sure if I was ready to read this one. But once again, JM Darhower excels in what she does and left me in a mega puddle of feels as she obliterated my heart.
Sempre: Redemption follows up right after the events in Sempre, having Carmine & Haven dealing with the consequences; their future being a haze of blur and filled with uncertainty. Difficult choices will have to be made soon, sacrifices are in order. Under unfavourable circumstances, we witnessed the painful separation of our favorite couple and watch life unfold for both of them while being away from each other.
I personally loved what the author did with this book, having Carmine & Haven being apart from each other and allowing their character to grow independently. Both of them seemingly from two different worlds, they were unbreakable when they were together but what happens when they're miles away from each other? The struggles are clearly evident and honestly, it really hurts like a bitch witnessing it but one thing's for sure: you will never doubt their love and connection for each other.
This book was more just a love story and if you peel back the layers, you'll realize that love and sacrifice does come hand in hand. You'll learn the true meaning of love as we not only witnessed the love journey of two young souls but also the undying love of a parent. JM Darhower brilliantly delivers this and wraps it up with a whole lot of mafia goodness that makes this a superbly compelling read filled with heartwrenching moments.
Filled with multi-layered characters, it's no doubt that Corrado was the star of this book. I felt like he literally MADE this story for what it is, playing a very pivotal role in bringing back the story into a full circle. Beneath that cold facade of the Kevlar Killer who values loyalty and honor is also a man who loves his family and more so, his wife Celia. I dare you to not be swooned by this man.
A story of love, sacrifice, forgiveness and above all, redemption, this book delivered the epic conclusion to Carmine & Haven's story and my God was it stunningly beautiful . In the true saying of absence makes the heart fonder, the reunion of Carmine & Haven definitely shattered me when it happened and I couldn't hold back the tears streaming down my face ♥♥
Despite the lack of romance in this one, I still found myself completely sucked into the treacherous mafia world and 500 pages hardly even felt long for me. JM Darhower gave us an achingly beautiful and heartfelt read that will make you FEEL for all of the characters and topped it off with the perfect epilogue that made the entire journey worthwhile.
I cannot recommend this series enough to everybody and it's just simply a series that you MUST read. My heart would not allow me to give this series anything less than 5 stars.
Sempre: Redemption is the second part of the Forever series and must be read after Sempre.
"What do you do when the thing you want most suddenly feels like it's beyond your fingertips?"
After having Sempre ripping my heart into pieces, I wasn't sure if I was ready to read this one. But once again, JM Darhower excels in what she does and left me in a mega puddle of feels as she obliterated my heart.
Sempre: Redemption follows up right after the events in Sempre, having Carmine & Haven dealing with the consequences; their future being a haze of blur and filled with uncertainty. Difficult choices will have to be made soon, sacrifices are in order. Under unfavourable circumstances, we witnessed the painful separation of our favorite couple and watch life unfold for both of them while being away from each other.
I personally loved what the author did with this book, having Carmine & Haven being apart from each other and allowing their character to grow independently. Both of them seemingly from two different worlds, they were unbreakable when they were together but what happens when they're miles away from each other? The struggles are clearly evident and honestly, it really hurts like a bitch witnessing it but one thing's for sure: you will never doubt their love and connection for each other.
“You’re not asking me to choose you. There’s no choice about it. It’s always been you. Your father once told me that we always have a choice, but I think he was wrong. I think sometimes things choose us. It’s like with breathing. It’s natural. It’s a part of us. It just happens. We can hold our breath and try not to breathe anymore, and it’ll work for a few minutes, but we’ll eventually pass out and nature takes over. We can’t just not breathe, just like I can’t just not love you.”
This book was more just a love story and if you peel back the layers, you'll realize that love and sacrifice does come hand in hand. You'll learn the true meaning of love as we not only witnessed the love journey of two young souls but also the undying love of a parent. JM Darhower brilliantly delivers this and wraps it up with a whole lot of mafia goodness that makes this a superbly compelling read filled with heartwrenching moments.
“This boy--this stubborn, selfless, stupid boy--had given himself to the Mafia. He had handed control of his future over to the men they hated most in exchange for her life. For her safety. And he had done it so easily, so quickly, like he didn’t have to think about it at all…like sacrificing for her came just as naturally as breathing.”
Filled with multi-layered characters, it's no doubt that Corrado was the star of this book. I felt like he literally MADE this story for what it is, playing a very pivotal role in bringing back the story into a full circle. Beneath that cold facade of the Kevlar Killer who values loyalty and honor is also a man who loves his family and more so, his wife Celia. I dare you to not be swooned by this man.
"Bellissima, I'd stop time for you. I'd give you the moon and the stars; I'd learn to defy gravity. There's nothing I wouldn't do, nobody I wouldn't kill, if you asked me to, if you needed me to."
A story of love, sacrifice, forgiveness and above all, redemption, this book delivered the epic conclusion to Carmine & Haven's story and my God was it stunningly beautiful . In the true saying of absence makes the heart fonder, the reunion of Carmine & Haven definitely shattered me when it happened and I couldn't hold back the tears streaming down my face ♥♥
Despite the lack of romance in this one, I still found myself completely sucked into the treacherous mafia world and 500 pages hardly even felt long for me. JM Darhower gave us an achingly beautiful and heartfelt read that will make you FEEL for all of the characters and topped it off with the perfect epilogue that made the entire journey worthwhile.
"Out of all the people in the world, you picked me. I was used to being overlooked, used to being invisible, but you saw me. I wouldn’t be the person I am today without you. I love you, Carmine Marcello DeMarco, and I want you to know I’m ready now.
I cannot recommend this series enough to everybody and it's just simply a series that you MUST read. My heart would not allow me to give this series anything less than 5 stars.
Sempre: Redemption is the second part of the Forever series and must be read after Sempre.
April 9, 2015
Over Spring Break I listened to this audio and the whole time I kept thinking, “WHY DID I WAIT TO READ THIS ONE.” Then I’d remember ‘that review' I read where it informed me of something I don’t like in books. Plus 'that review' had lesser than stellar stars… Yea, I’m a fool. I should have known that I would love this book based off of my love of this author’s other work.
In 2013 I read Sempre (review) and loved it! Then when MADE (review) came out in 2014 I read that one and it was my favorite book of that year. Seriously, this series is amazing. Even though I read MADE before I read Sempre Redemption I never once felt lost.
If you like audiobooks I would recommend this one. The narration was excellent. I would get so caught up in listening to the story I wouldn’t realize when someone, in real life, was trying to talk to me.
Ms. Darhower writes the best mafia books I have ever read. The stories are so appealing that once you start you won’t want to put them down.
“It’s strange how those things work. One minute you’re the servant, the next you’re Cinderella, and then . . . then the story is over you’re forced to close the book.”
I didn’t want this book to end. I could have kept reading about these characters forever. Thank you, Ms. Darhower, for such a quality series. I'm forever impressed with your ability to pull the reader in and not them go.
I've been putting this book off for two years! I heard something that made me nervous to read this book...
If you're curious ->. But over the last year FMA has talked me into giving it a try.
I bought the audio to listen to as we travel over Spring Break!! 19.5 hours of listening!
SERIES:
Continuing story
Novellas:
Made is connected to the Sempre series, it is NOT a sequel. It is a spin-off prequel and can be as a standalone, although it will contain spoilers for the Sempre books.
In 2013 I read Sempre (review) and loved it! Then when MADE (review) came out in 2014 I read that one and it was my favorite book of that year. Seriously, this series is amazing. Even though I read MADE before I read Sempre Redemption I never once felt lost.
If you like audiobooks I would recommend this one. The narration was excellent. I would get so caught up in listening to the story I wouldn’t realize when someone, in real life, was trying to talk to me.
Ms. Darhower writes the best mafia books I have ever read. The stories are so appealing that once you start you won’t want to put them down.
“It’s strange how those things work. One minute you’re the servant, the next you’re Cinderella, and then . . . then the story is over you’re forced to close the book.”
I didn’t want this book to end. I could have kept reading about these characters forever. Thank you, Ms. Darhower, for such a quality series. I'm forever impressed with your ability to pull the reader in and not them go.
BELOW is my preview.
I've been putting this book off for two years! I heard something that made me nervous to read this book...
If you're curious ->. But over the last year FMA has talked me into giving it a try.
I bought the audio to listen to as we travel over Spring Break!! 19.5 hours of listening!
SERIES:
Continuing story
Novellas:
Made is connected to the Sempre series, it is NOT a sequel. It is a spin-off prequel and can be as a standalone, although it will contain spoilers for the Sempre books.
December 19, 2013
3.5-4ish stars
Sempre, the first book in this series, is one of the best books I read last year. It was captivating, heartbreaking, and it just blew me away. I would love to say that this book blew me away like the first, but it just missed the mark for me.
Carmine and Haven come from two different worlds, but they have more in common then they ever thought possible. They are both tied to this world they don’t want to be a part of.
Haven
Carmine
They are so in love. Things were perfect for them, then everything changed. Sacrifices were made. The life they never wanted is staring them both in the face. Haven’s not happy with some of the choices Carmine made. She doesn’t want that life for him, but she understands. She worries, but as long as she has him, she’ll be okay.
The love between Carmine and Haven is beautiful, true and real. Carmine see’s the real Haven. Something not many others have been able to see.
I love Carmine. I’ve always loved Carmine. I’m not saying I didn’t understand most of the choices he made. He really felt like he was doing the right thing, not for himself, but for his other half. For his Haven. He would do anything for her. Even if it means letting her live a real life, a full life, a life she deserves with or without him. He doesn’t want Haven to have to choose him over a real life. He doesn’t get it. She doesn’t want a real life without him. There has never been a choice in the matter. They belong together.
I just want to take a moment and talk about Corrado. Corrado stole the book for me, and my heart along the way. He seriously MADE this book. I hear that we are getting a Corrado book/prequel and this makes me very, very happy! He is such a badass, but can be swoony at the same time!
Straight after fiinishing this book I thought, ‘Oh my god, this is going to be the hardest review to write.’ I’ve thought on it a few days and here are my thoughts... The first 70%, I was seriously convinced this would be lucky to get 3 stars. I was that frustrated with the way things were going. Not only did but a . Luckily, the last 25% was much better for me. I still hate that I can’t give this 5 stars. I loved Sempre so much, I was hoping for another 5 star read. Just didn’t happen for me. Obviously, I had some issues with the plot. There was a lot I loved (the very beginning and the last 25%) but there was A LOT that bothered me (most of 10-70%... yeah.) The title was accurate. Redemption was big theme in this book, along with independence, forgiveness, sacrifice, and love. Even though much of this book stressed me out, Carmine and Haven will always hold a special place in my book lover heart. J.M. Darhower’s writing is amazing and the epilogue made me happy. I’m sure a ton of people loved it, I also know quite a few that it didn’t work for at all. For me, it was just a good read, not great. I was disappointed with some things, but I’m still happy I read it. I wanted that closure and I’m glad things turned out the way they did.
***ARC provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review***
Sempre, the first book in this series, is one of the best books I read last year. It was captivating, heartbreaking, and it just blew me away. I would love to say that this book blew me away like the first, but it just missed the mark for me.
Carmine and Haven come from two different worlds, but they have more in common then they ever thought possible. They are both tied to this world they don’t want to be a part of.
Haven
Carmine
They are so in love. Things were perfect for them, then everything changed. Sacrifices were made. The life they never wanted is staring them both in the face. Haven’s not happy with some of the choices Carmine made. She doesn’t want that life for him, but she understands. She worries, but as long as she has him, she’ll be okay.
The love between Carmine and Haven is beautiful, true and real. Carmine see’s the real Haven. Something not many others have been able to see.
“I just want people to see me,” she said. “I want to walk into a room and have them know I’m there. It doesn’t matter where it is, really. I just don't want to be invisible anymore.” Carmine ran the back of his hand along her warm cheek. She hummed contently, leaning into his touch. “I see you, hummingbird,” he whispered, a twinkle in his eyes. “I know you do.”
I love Carmine. I’ve always loved Carmine. I’m not saying I didn’t understand most of the choices he made. He really felt like he was doing the right thing, not for himself, but for his other half. For his Haven. He would do anything for her. Even if it means letting her live a real life, a full life, a life she deserves with or without him. He doesn’t want Haven to have to choose him over a real life. He doesn’t get it. She doesn’t want a real life without him. There has never been a choice in the matter. They belong together.
“You’re not asking me to choose you. There’s no choice about it. It’s always been you. Your father once told me that we always have a choice, but I think he was wrong. I think sometimes things choose us. It’s like breathing. It’s natural. It’s a part of us. It just happens. We can hold our breaths and try not to breathe anymore, and it’ll work for a few minutes, but we’ll eventually pass out and nature takes over. We can’t just not breathe, just like I can’t just not love you.”
I just want to take a moment and talk about Corrado. Corrado stole the book for me, and my heart along the way. He seriously MADE this book. I hear that we are getting a Corrado book/prequel and this makes me very, very happy! He is such a badass, but can be swoony at the same time!
"Bellissima, I'd stop time for you. I'd give you the moon and the stars; I'd learn to defy gravity. There's nothing I wouldn't do, nobody I wouldn't kill, if you asked me to. If you needed me to. Saving you from a fire would be nothing, purely instinct."
Straight after fiinishing this book I thought, ‘Oh my god, this is going to be the hardest review to write.’ I’ve thought on it a few days and here are my thoughts... The first 70%, I was seriously convinced this would be lucky to get 3 stars. I was that frustrated with the way things were going. Not only did but a . Luckily, the last 25% was much better for me. I still hate that I can’t give this 5 stars. I loved Sempre so much, I was hoping for another 5 star read. Just didn’t happen for me. Obviously, I had some issues with the plot. There was a lot I loved (the very beginning and the last 25%) but there was A LOT that bothered me (most of 10-70%... yeah.) The title was accurate. Redemption was big theme in this book, along with independence, forgiveness, sacrifice, and love. Even though much of this book stressed me out, Carmine and Haven will always hold a special place in my book lover heart. J.M. Darhower’s writing is amazing and the epilogue made me happy. I’m sure a ton of people loved it, I also know quite a few that it didn’t work for at all. For me, it was just a good read, not great. I was disappointed with some things, but I’m still happy I read it. I wanted that closure and I’m glad things turned out the way they did.
***ARC provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review***
August 13, 2016
5 STARS!! What an EPIC, thrilling, exquisitely passionate, stunning, and unforgettable conclusion to Carmine and Haven’s story!!
It’s time.
Reunite with our young lovers
This story is all about second chances, sacrifice, forgiveness, redemption , and finding your path. Both Carmine and Haven are struggling with the aftermath of the events in Chicago. Though they can’t change their past nor predict what will happen in the future, they are sure of one thing, and that’s their love for one another.
“This boy – this stubborn, selfless, stupid boy – had given himself to the Mafia. He had handed control of his future over to the men they hated most in exchange for her life. For her safety. And he had done it so easily, so quickly, like he didn’t have to think about it at all...like sacrificing for her came just as naturally as breathing.”
Regrettably, time runs out and unfortunate circumstances close in, forcing Carmine and Haven to separate from one another. Not the most ideal plot twist, but pivotal in both of their character growth. Haven slowly starts to become more independent, stepping out of her shell, and adjusting to her newfound freedom. Carmine, on the other hand, is suffering. Suffering from the pressures of the evil rat bastard Salvatore, suffering from his uncle Corrado’s high expectations, and most of all, suffering from Haven’s absence in his life.
“As long as she was out there, as long as she had her life, all of it was worth it. The ache in his chest was worth it, the throbbing in his hand was worth it, and being in that room was worth it. All of the blood, sweat, and tears, he had shed were worth it, because she was worth it.”
Two worlds apart and far from one another, they still have a connection, and no matter where they are or what they’re doing, that connection cannot be broken. Doesn’t mean they miss each other any less...
...and realize that their redemption is with each other.
Such a heartwarming story that touches the soul. J.M.’s amazing writing transports you, the reader, into this world, and makes you feel the realism and struggle. Her ability to make the trivial significant added a dynamic and multidimensional aspect to the story, giving the characters life. Sempre indeed.
I couldn't be more satisfied with the ending and epilogue as it brings their story to a full circle.
Everyone who deserved justice got justice, and everyone got their redemption. Yes, even slimy Sal I can't wait to read the prequel novel about Corrado!! He's my favorite character ;)
ARC kindly provided by author via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Please note that all quotes are from an advanced copy and may be subject to change in the final edition.
My first response after I finished the book:
I just want a Corrado in my life. Is that too much to ask? That man incinerated my panties (hey don't judge).
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It’s time.
Reunite with our young lovers
This story is all about second chances, sacrifice, forgiveness, redemption , and finding your path. Both Carmine and Haven are struggling with the aftermath of the events in Chicago. Though they can’t change their past nor predict what will happen in the future, they are sure of one thing, and that’s their love for one another.
“This boy – this stubborn, selfless, stupid boy – had given himself to the Mafia. He had handed control of his future over to the men they hated most in exchange for her life. For her safety. And he had done it so easily, so quickly, like he didn’t have to think about it at all...like sacrificing for her came just as naturally as breathing.”
Regrettably, time runs out and unfortunate circumstances close in, forcing Carmine and Haven to separate from one another. Not the most ideal plot twist, but pivotal in both of their character growth. Haven slowly starts to become more independent, stepping out of her shell, and adjusting to her newfound freedom. Carmine, on the other hand, is suffering. Suffering from the pressures of the evil rat bastard Salvatore, suffering from his uncle Corrado’s high expectations, and most of all, suffering from Haven’s absence in his life.
“As long as she was out there, as long as she had her life, all of it was worth it. The ache in his chest was worth it, the throbbing in his hand was worth it, and being in that room was worth it. All of the blood, sweat, and tears, he had shed were worth it, because she was worth it.”
Two worlds apart and far from one another, they still have a connection, and no matter where they are or what they’re doing, that connection cannot be broken. Doesn’t mean they miss each other any less...
...and realize that their redemption is with each other.
Such a heartwarming story that touches the soul. J.M.’s amazing writing transports you, the reader, into this world, and makes you feel the realism and struggle. Her ability to make the trivial significant added a dynamic and multidimensional aspect to the story, giving the characters life. Sempre indeed.
I couldn't be more satisfied with the ending and epilogue as it brings their story to a full circle.
Everyone who deserved justice got justice, and everyone got their redemption. Yes, even slimy Sal I can't wait to read the prequel novel about Corrado!! He's my favorite character ;)
ARC kindly provided by author via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Please note that all quotes are from an advanced copy and may be subject to change in the final edition.
My first response after I finished the book:
I just want a Corrado in my life. Is that too much to ask? That man incinerated my panties (hey don't judge).
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February 20, 2015
3 1/2 to 4 Stars
I loved the first book, Sempre, with all my heart and was so excited to read its follow up, Sempre: Redemption.
Sempre: Redemption is an intense and superbly written story, but the main couple spent 65% of this book apart. Because of that, I just couldn't give it a higher rating.
That said, I loved so much about this captivating, heartbreaking yet heartwarming story. I especially loved getting Corrado's point-of-veiw throughout the book, and I LOVED the ending. It was amazing! It brought tears to my eyes and healed my broken heart.
Sempre and its characters will FOREVER live in my heart.
I loved the first book, Sempre, with all my heart and was so excited to read its follow up, Sempre: Redemption.
Sempre: Redemption is an intense and superbly written story, but the main couple spent 65% of this book apart. Because of that, I just couldn't give it a higher rating.
That said, I loved so much about this captivating, heartbreaking yet heartwarming story. I especially loved getting Corrado's point-of-veiw throughout the book, and I LOVED the ending. It was amazing! It brought tears to my eyes and healed my broken heart.
Sempre and its characters will FOREVER live in my heart.
April 7, 2017
God, this book made me cried like a baby... It was beautiful! I loved it so much... And that phenomenal epilogue. Ugh what can I say more? J.M.Darhower, I fucking love you woman!!! You're amazing. Thank you very much for this wonderful books... I'll never forget Haven & Carmine's story... Thank you! :)
"Your heart," she whispered. "It's racing."
"You feel it?" he asked. "You hear it?"
"Yes."
"What's it saying?"
She smiled, her eyes fluttering closed. "It's saying you love me."
"I do," he said. "No matter what. SEMPRE.”
Ps. If you wanna read this series, I suggest you to read with this order...
* Sempre
* Sempre:Redemption
* Friends - Novella
* Forever - Novella
* Made
"Your heart," she whispered. "It's racing."
"You feel it?" he asked. "You hear it?"
"Yes."
"What's it saying?"
She smiled, her eyes fluttering closed. "It's saying you love me."
"I do," he said. "No matter what. SEMPRE.”
Ps. If you wanna read this series, I suggest you to read with this order...
* Sempre
* Sempre:Redemption
* Friends - Novella
* Forever - Novella
* Made
October 23, 2014
SPOILER-FREE REVIEW:
My Haven and Carmine:
The world of mafia and loyalty to La Famiglia does not mix well with the love and emotions. Will be Carmine and Haven be able to survive the roughness of La Cosa Nostra?
I cried, I swooned, I laughed, I mourned, I was moment from heart attack... This book is pure brilliance and more than worthy sequel to Sempre!
I thought that I couldn't love and admire characters from previous instalment more that I did and I was most certainly wrong. I was inspired by Haven's strenght and ability to go on no matter what. I was fascinated by Carmine's unconditional and selfless love for Haven. I was touched by Vincent's determination to do anything for his loved ones. And I was surprised by my affection towards Corrado and my vehement need to see this deeply flawed man happy and at peace. Without the doubt I can say that Corrado and Carmine are one of the most interesting and fascinating characters ever written!
Nothing is just black and white in this book. There is good in bad people, as well as there is some bad in good people. And some people are purely evil. So whom to trust?
This is not just a love story. This is a message to all readers. Message about redemption and conscience, about honour and determination to live the best under given circumstances.
J.M. Darhower is a master in storytelling. Her characters come alive while you read her story and it is impossible not to be immersed in the world she creates. I love this series and recommend it to EVERYONE from bottom of my heart!
*ARC provided by publisher as an exchange for honest review*
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My Haven and Carmine:
The world of mafia and loyalty to La Famiglia does not mix well with the love and emotions. Will be Carmine and Haven be able to survive the roughness of La Cosa Nostra?
I cried, I swooned, I laughed, I mourned, I was moment from heart attack... This book is pure brilliance and more than worthy sequel to Sempre!
I thought that I couldn't love and admire characters from previous instalment more that I did and I was most certainly wrong. I was inspired by Haven's strenght and ability to go on no matter what. I was fascinated by Carmine's unconditional and selfless love for Haven. I was touched by Vincent's determination to do anything for his loved ones. And I was surprised by my affection towards Corrado and my vehement need to see this deeply flawed man happy and at peace. Without the doubt I can say that Corrado and Carmine are one of the most interesting and fascinating characters ever written!
Nothing is just black and white in this book. There is good in bad people, as well as there is some bad in good people. And some people are purely evil. So whom to trust?
This is not just a love story. This is a message to all readers. Message about redemption and conscience, about honour and determination to live the best under given circumstances.
J.M. Darhower is a master in storytelling. Her characters come alive while you read her story and it is impossible not to be immersed in the world she creates. I love this series and recommend it to EVERYONE from bottom of my heart!
*ARC provided by publisher as an exchange for honest review*
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December 9, 2013
*Before you begin reading Sempre: Redemption, keep this song in mind for the book since the author personally picked it as Carmine's song and I couldn't agree more! (Pour Me by Hollywood Undead)*
"I’ll never change my mind, Not when it comes to you.”
The good: Solid, riveting, and consuming! I could not put it down! The plot, story line, and pacing were all carefully thought out and well-crafted and the characters were so dynamic and engaging! I literally laughed, cried, rejoiced, panicked, and mourned during different parts of the book!! It was that captivating!
The bad: You mean, other than the fact that I absolutely HATED Salvatore right?! Such a slimy, hypocritical snake?!
-Nothing constructive to embellish on! It was simply perfection!
My thoughts:
Sempre: Redemption isn’t just a love story. It’s also about honor, sacrifice, second chances, making things right, and finding yourself.
Do be warned though, our favorite young lovers do spend some significant time apart in the story but I felt that it was necessary. It allowed them to grow and stand on their own two feet.
What I admired the most about this book though is that all of the characters go through different forms of transition and transformation. Since we all know from SEMPRE, that Carmine is now part of La Cosa Nostra, we get to see his pain, his anguish, and putting others (specifically Haven) first for once in his life.
“This boy—this stubborn, selfless, stupid boy had given himself to the mafia. He had handed control of his future over to the men they hated most in exchange for her life. For her safety.”
“I did it because I love you Haven, and you didn’t force me to love you. I did that shit all on my own. And I don’t regret any of it.”
He’s still typical Carmine though: flying F-bombs, constantly drinking, and being reckless. But it’s nice for a change to see him take responsibility and see first-hand the consequences of his actions.
As for Haven, we get to see her grow and become her own person in the world and not just, Haven Antonelli, former slave and “Principessa della Mafia.” She learns how to become independent, make her own choices, and find her place in the world.
"You wanted me to go out there and explore my options. I did that, Carmine, and I loved it, but I was lonely. Do you know what it feels like to stand in a crowded room and still feel like you’re the only one there? …You think being with you would be settling? I’ll always be part of your world. I’ll always have someone keeping tabs on me, making sure I don’t break my silence.”
“You’re not asking me to choose you. It’s always been you. Your father once told me that we always have a choice, but I think he was wrong. I think sometimes things choose us. It’s like breathing. It’s natural. It’s a part of us. It just happens. We can hold our breath and try not to breathe anymore, and it’ll work for a few minutes, but we’ll eventually pass out and nature takes over. We can’t just not breathe, just like I can’t just not love you.”
Other noteworthy developments you see are the lengths that Vincent will do to protect and secure his family; as well as, Corrado’s “bad-assness” take control to find some kind of order and peace for all of the characters, including himself.
And lastly, the ending! How perfect was that?! I was so, so happy that I literally swooned and did a happy dance! It was that satisfying!! Those of you who have already read SEMPRE will not be disappointed and those of you who have not can pre-order your copies of SEMPRE HERE and for SEMPRE: REDEMPTION HERE.
I now can't wait to read J.M's prequel for Corrado's book!! Woohoo!! I would have also liked a Vincent and Maura book as well but beggars can't be choosers!! Until then loves!!
“You had me at the first time I laid eyes on you. I remember thinking later that morning you were going to complicate my life. And complicate it you did. Everything I knew, everything I believed…all of it went out the window. You turned me upside down and made me feel again. You saved my life, even though I didn’t realize it needed to be saved.”
"I’ll never change my mind, Not when it comes to you.”
The good: Solid, riveting, and consuming! I could not put it down! The plot, story line, and pacing were all carefully thought out and well-crafted and the characters were so dynamic and engaging! I literally laughed, cried, rejoiced, panicked, and mourned during different parts of the book!! It was that captivating!
The bad: You mean, other than the fact that I absolutely HATED Salvatore right?! Such a slimy, hypocritical snake?!
-Nothing constructive to embellish on! It was simply perfection!
My thoughts:
Sempre: Redemption isn’t just a love story. It’s also about honor, sacrifice, second chances, making things right, and finding yourself.
Do be warned though, our favorite young lovers do spend some significant time apart in the story but I felt that it was necessary. It allowed them to grow and stand on their own two feet.
What I admired the most about this book though is that all of the characters go through different forms of transition and transformation. Since we all know from SEMPRE, that Carmine is now part of La Cosa Nostra, we get to see his pain, his anguish, and putting others (specifically Haven) first for once in his life.
“This boy—this stubborn, selfless, stupid boy had given himself to the mafia. He had handed control of his future over to the men they hated most in exchange for her life. For her safety.”
“I did it because I love you Haven, and you didn’t force me to love you. I did that shit all on my own. And I don’t regret any of it.”
He’s still typical Carmine though: flying F-bombs, constantly drinking, and being reckless. But it’s nice for a change to see him take responsibility and see first-hand the consequences of his actions.
As for Haven, we get to see her grow and become her own person in the world and not just, Haven Antonelli, former slave and “Principessa della Mafia.” She learns how to become independent, make her own choices, and find her place in the world.
"You wanted me to go out there and explore my options. I did that, Carmine, and I loved it, but I was lonely. Do you know what it feels like to stand in a crowded room and still feel like you’re the only one there? …You think being with you would be settling? I’ll always be part of your world. I’ll always have someone keeping tabs on me, making sure I don’t break my silence.”
“You’re not asking me to choose you. It’s always been you. Your father once told me that we always have a choice, but I think he was wrong. I think sometimes things choose us. It’s like breathing. It’s natural. It’s a part of us. It just happens. We can hold our breath and try not to breathe anymore, and it’ll work for a few minutes, but we’ll eventually pass out and nature takes over. We can’t just not breathe, just like I can’t just not love you.”
Other noteworthy developments you see are the lengths that Vincent will do to protect and secure his family; as well as, Corrado’s “bad-assness” take control to find some kind of order and peace for all of the characters, including himself.
And lastly, the ending! How perfect was that?! I was so, so happy that I literally swooned and did a happy dance! It was that satisfying!! Those of you who have already read SEMPRE will not be disappointed and those of you who have not can pre-order your copies of SEMPRE HERE and for SEMPRE: REDEMPTION HERE.
I now can't wait to read J.M's prequel for Corrado's book!! Woohoo!! I would have also liked a Vincent and Maura book as well but beggars can't be choosers!! Until then loves!!
“You had me at the first time I laid eyes on you. I remember thinking later that morning you were going to complicate my life. And complicate it you did. Everything I knew, everything I believed…all of it went out the window. You turned me upside down and made me feel again. You saved my life, even though I didn’t realize it needed to be saved.”
April 17, 2017
“He was her home. He always had been.”
A million, billion, trillion stars!
God. What an amazing story that was so beautifully and intricately threaded together - I have no words.
“Your heart," she whispered. "It's racing."
"You feel it?" he asked. "You hear it?"
"Yes."
"What's it saying?"
She smiled, her eyes fluttering closed. "It's saying you love me."
"I do," he said. "No matter what. Sempre.”
Just AMAZING. Epic. Incredible. I didn't want it to end!! I wish there was a time machine where I could just go back and be able to experience this story for the first time all over again.
These four words --- “You were worth it.” ---FUCKING DESTROYED ME.
Carmine, Haven, Vincent, Dominic and Corrado will forever hold a special place in my heart.
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A million, billion, trillion stars!
God. What an amazing story that was so beautifully and intricately threaded together - I have no words.
“Your heart," she whispered. "It's racing."
"You feel it?" he asked. "You hear it?"
"Yes."
"What's it saying?"
She smiled, her eyes fluttering closed. "It's saying you love me."
"I do," he said. "No matter what. Sempre.”
Just AMAZING. Epic. Incredible. I didn't want it to end!! I wish there was a time machine where I could just go back and be able to experience this story for the first time all over again.
These four words --- “You were worth it.” ---FUCKING DESTROYED ME.
Carmine, Haven, Vincent, Dominic and Corrado will forever hold a special place in my heart.
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December 31, 2013
Let me start by saying, if I could give a thousand stars for this book and this series, I would!!!
I loved this journey. I refused to read any reviews or spoilers prior to reading Sempre Redemption. I LOVED Sempre and I couldn't wait to start Sempre Redemption! I'm so glad I didn't let anything spoil this for me.
I must admit, I fell in love with Corrado! He is an amazing, multilayered character! That said, I believe that JM Darhower took this story EXACTLY where it needed to go.
Sometimes people need to learn who they are individually before they can know who they are as part of a whole. Without personal growth, success, and failure a person can never truly be part of a union. Carmine and Haven grow SO much in both books...their love is beyond question, yet their maturity was. JM allowed us the wonderful opportunity to observe and feel their journey from broken, scared, lonely children into ...
I don't want to give anything away. Just let me say...it was an amazing ride and one that I doubt I will ever forget!!!
OK...one more thing...I want to know more about Corrado!!! Please JM, give us more Corrado. That man is hot, powerful, wealthy, and faithful to a fault...let us see more!!!
I loved this journey. I refused to read any reviews or spoilers prior to reading Sempre Redemption. I LOVED Sempre and I couldn't wait to start Sempre Redemption! I'm so glad I didn't let anything spoil this for me.
I must admit, I fell in love with Corrado! He is an amazing, multilayered character! That said, I believe that JM Darhower took this story EXACTLY where it needed to go.
Sometimes people need to learn who they are individually before they can know who they are as part of a whole. Without personal growth, success, and failure a person can never truly be part of a union. Carmine and Haven grow SO much in both books...their love is beyond question, yet their maturity was. JM allowed us the wonderful opportunity to observe and feel their journey from broken, scared, lonely children into ...
I don't want to give anything away. Just let me say...it was an amazing ride and one that I doubt I will ever forget!!!
OK...one more thing...I want to know more about Corrado!!! Please JM, give us more Corrado. That man is hot, powerful, wealthy, and faithful to a fault...let us see more!!!
December 7, 2017
"Sometimes I lose perspective, but it helps to stop and look around. I may not have it all, but I have more than enough. And enough, it seems, is more than most have."
I love that.
My emotions were all over the place with this one. I didn't expect those turn of events. Never saw them coming. I even cried! At one point, I was shaking my head saying "no no no this can't be happening!" because I just couldn't believe what I was reading. The author made me FEEL man. Just broke my heart. But this was a great sequel. There was so much more I got to see. So much more I got to learn about the characters. It's crazy how long I've wanted to read these books for and never did. But I'm so glad I finally gave them a chance because I loved them so much!
4.5 stars
I love that.
My emotions were all over the place with this one. I didn't expect those turn of events. Never saw them coming. I even cried! At one point, I was shaking my head saying "no no no this can't be happening!" because I just couldn't believe what I was reading. The author made me FEEL man. Just broke my heart. But this was a great sequel. There was so much more I got to see. So much more I got to learn about the characters. It's crazy how long I've wanted to read these books for and never did. But I'm so glad I finally gave them a chance because I loved them so much!
4.5 stars
Want to read
June 25, 2013OMG!!! THERE IS A PUBLICATION DATE!!!!
August 12, 2016
SEMPRE: REDEMPTION Dual Review for Reality Bites! Let’s Get Lost!
4 STARS
’The button had been pushed. The nuclear bomb had been ignited. Their fragile bubble of contentment was about to fucking explode.’
Becky - Sempre Redemption centers around Carmine's struggles to adjust to his new life in the Mafia. Needless to say, it is not an easy transition for him. He turns to alcohol and drugs to deal with the things he has seen and done. But the highs only last so long and they are only hurting him more than helping him forget. Honestly, that is what a bulk of the book is about. Going through the motions with Carmine and his new life.
At times, I found myself skimming the pages because the storyline kind of died out in the middle for me. But it does pick back up and I am glad I stuck with it! There are some other things (MAJOR things) that do happen but I can not go into them without giving away some huge parts of the book.
Alexis - The path Carmine’s character took surprised me most. But then again I wonder to myself if it should have. We knew he dabbled in coke and was a heavy drinker but the way he chose to wallow in his misery. I think maybe THAT is what really threw me off and quite frankly turned me off at the same time.
I agree that the story died out at one point. I felt like Carmine was weak and miserable for a BIG CHUNK of the book and I was NOT feeling that, not one bit. For me, the repeat of F’ ups Carmine had was enough to make me lose interest but then as if almost perfectly timed Carrado’s pov would start or something with Haven would occur and I felt like the ball would start rolling again.
I’m just like my goddamn father.” - Carmine
Becky - I never expected Carmine to step into his role with the family and take to it right away. But I also never expected it to turn his character a little b***h either!! I would've liked to have seen more growth with Haven. I felt like she was just surviving and not really living.
Alexis – I think Haven just played the cards she was dealt like you said she was not putting her whole heart in to it. I also think Carrado was Darhower’s secret weapon I mean let’s be honest his part was vital. And I think it is safe to say that this book was his just as much as it was Carmine and Haven’s.
What happens in the first 25% of this book seemed to set the tone and it really does not deviate much with the exception of a few twists here and there. I was constantly waiting for Carmine to snap at Sal(The Chicago Mob boss) for being such an a**hole and then for Carrado to choke the crap out of Carmine for being so reckless at times.
Final Thoughts
Alexis - I have gone back and forth with this rating over and over in my mind and have settled on 4 Stars because 1. The writing was GOOD! And 2. Carrado MADE this book for me. On the flip side Carmine...and the direction Darhower took with his character...Mmmmm let's just say a HUGE chunk of his story was not to my liking.
Becky - I went with my initial gut feeling and rated the book 4 stars as well. There were some things I loved and some things that I didn't. I would say my major problem was an event that happened about 12% in that I just didn't agree with AT. ALL! And like Alexis, I didn't care for the direction the author took Carmine's character.
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Me prior to the books release:
OH YES! I've been waiting for this one!
4 STARS
’The button had been pushed. The nuclear bomb had been ignited. Their fragile bubble of contentment was about to fucking explode.’
Becky - Sempre Redemption centers around Carmine's struggles to adjust to his new life in the Mafia. Needless to say, it is not an easy transition for him. He turns to alcohol and drugs to deal with the things he has seen and done. But the highs only last so long and they are only hurting him more than helping him forget. Honestly, that is what a bulk of the book is about. Going through the motions with Carmine and his new life.
At times, I found myself skimming the pages because the storyline kind of died out in the middle for me. But it does pick back up and I am glad I stuck with it! There are some other things (MAJOR things) that do happen but I can not go into them without giving away some huge parts of the book.
Alexis - The path Carmine’s character took surprised me most. But then again I wonder to myself if it should have. We knew he dabbled in coke and was a heavy drinker but the way he chose to wallow in his misery. I think maybe THAT is what really threw me off and quite frankly turned me off at the same time.
I agree that the story died out at one point. I felt like Carmine was weak and miserable for a BIG CHUNK of the book and I was NOT feeling that, not one bit. For me, the repeat of F’ ups Carmine had was enough to make me lose interest but then as if almost perfectly timed Carrado’s pov would start or something with Haven would occur and I felt like the ball would start rolling again.
I’m just like my goddamn father.” - Carmine
Becky - I never expected Carmine to step into his role with the family and take to it right away. But I also never expected it to turn his character a little b***h either!! I would've liked to have seen more growth with Haven. I felt like she was just surviving and not really living.
Alexis – I think Haven just played the cards she was dealt like you said she was not putting her whole heart in to it. I also think Carrado was Darhower’s secret weapon I mean let’s be honest his part was vital. And I think it is safe to say that this book was his just as much as it was Carmine and Haven’s.
What happens in the first 25% of this book seemed to set the tone and it really does not deviate much with the exception of a few twists here and there. I was constantly waiting for Carmine to snap at Sal(The Chicago Mob boss) for being such an a**hole and then for Carrado to choke the crap out of Carmine for being so reckless at times.
Final Thoughts
Alexis - I have gone back and forth with this rating over and over in my mind and have settled on 4 Stars because 1. The writing was GOOD! And 2. Carrado MADE this book for me. On the flip side Carmine...and the direction Darhower took with his character...Mmmmm let's just say a HUGE chunk of his story was not to my liking.
Becky - I went with my initial gut feeling and rated the book 4 stars as well. There were some things I loved and some things that I didn't. I would say my major problem was an event that happened about 12% in that I just didn't agree with AT. ALL! And like Alexis, I didn't care for the direction the author took Carmine's character.
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OH YES! I've been waiting for this one!
February 13, 2015
This is VERY hard for me to write. I loved book 1, Sempre, it was a beautiful read and I gave it 5 stars.
I have waited for over a year for Sempre: Redemption. So when I started reading, I was beyond excited. I was jumping for joy and I couldn't wait to start.
**SIGH** **PAUSE** **TAKE A DEEP BREATHE**
YET AGAIN A BOOK THAT IS LOVED BY MANY ..... DID NOT WORK FOR ME. I see the reviews, everyone loved it. Everyone is giving it 5 stars and I am sorry, but I just can't.
Not only it didn't work for me, I can say that I was upset, very frustrated and just all around angry.
I guess I should explain and I will limit as many spoilers as possible.
First off …
HAVEN AND CARMINE SPLIT UP!!!!! ----- > WTF?! The beginning was great, it was like getting my feet dip in warm water and I was just coasting. Then at the 30% mark FUCKING BAM!!! Carmine leaves.
Yeah, my mind was spinning too. So I brushed it off and said to myself, there’s no way, they would be split up for the whole book, that would be HORRIBLE.
They were split up between 30 to 70% mark of the book. I wanted to pull my hair out, I wanted to slap my forehead against the wall, I wanted to scream bloody murder and yell out WHY?!!!!
Second …
Was this Corrado’s book? Instead of “Sempre: Redemption” it should have been titled, "Carmine leaves Haven, so let’s fill it up with Carrado’s story".
SERIOUSLY!?! Look … I like Carrado in this book, but he wasn’t a character I was swooning over, also, didn’t he die in Sempre?
Next…
Someone dies. Sorry if you are pissed off I said that, but it was HUGE. This is the part where Darhower fucking breaks my heart. She basically took her car and ran over my heart, then reversed, backed up and did it all over again. WHY DARHOWER? WHY DID YOU DO THAT?! Was this for dramatic effect? Was I suppose to say “oh okay, I understand”, WELL I DIDN’T! There was no reason for you to do what you did.
I could not take it anymore
I’m very emotional now, I will probably take a Prozac to calm down my emotions.
So, like I've said so many times, I go against the norm. Just read the other reviews and see if you want to go through it. This one messed me up good. Will I continue with this series? YES.
Because I LOVE Darhower
I have waited for over a year for Sempre: Redemption. So when I started reading, I was beyond excited. I was jumping for joy and I couldn't wait to start.
**SIGH** **PAUSE** **TAKE A DEEP BREATHE**
YET AGAIN A BOOK THAT IS LOVED BY MANY ..... DID NOT WORK FOR ME. I see the reviews, everyone loved it. Everyone is giving it 5 stars and I am sorry, but I just can't.
Not only it didn't work for me, I can say that I was upset, very frustrated and just all around angry.
I guess I should explain and I will limit as many spoilers as possible.
First off …
HAVEN AND CARMINE SPLIT UP!!!!! ----- > WTF?! The beginning was great, it was like getting my feet dip in warm water and I was just coasting. Then at the 30% mark FUCKING BAM!!! Carmine leaves.
Yeah, my mind was spinning too. So I brushed it off and said to myself, there’s no way, they would be split up for the whole book, that would be HORRIBLE.
They were split up between 30 to 70% mark of the book. I wanted to pull my hair out, I wanted to slap my forehead against the wall, I wanted to scream bloody murder and yell out WHY?!!!!
Second …
Was this Corrado’s book? Instead of “Sempre: Redemption” it should have been titled, "Carmine leaves Haven, so let’s fill it up with Carrado’s story".
SERIOUSLY!?! Look … I like Carrado in this book, but he wasn’t a character I was swooning over, also, didn’t he die in Sempre?
Next…
Someone dies. Sorry if you are pissed off I said that, but it was HUGE. This is the part where Darhower fucking breaks my heart. She basically took her car and ran over my heart, then reversed, backed up and did it all over again. WHY DARHOWER? WHY DID YOU DO THAT?! Was this for dramatic effect? Was I suppose to say “oh okay, I understand”, WELL I DIDN’T! There was no reason for you to do what you did.
I could not take it anymore
I’m very emotional now, I will probably take a Prozac to calm down my emotions.
So, like I've said so many times, I go against the norm. Just read the other reviews and see if you want to go through it. This one messed me up good. Will I continue with this series? YES.
Because I LOVE Darhower
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 16, 2014
"What do you do when the thing you want the most suddenly feels like it's beyond your fingertips?"
Sempre : Redemption picks up where Sempre ends, and is really the second half of this intense, emotional story. At the end of Sempre, I had this feeling of impending doom, and many questions were left unanswered, problems unresolved. I thought J.M. Darhower did an impressive job of concluding the story here. These were very complex, multi-layered characters that kept me both interested and fascinated. I never saw this as just a simple love story between Haven and Carmine even though I loved them. This was a believable, gritty story about how involvement in this dark world of the mafia affected this family and the characters as individuals. I thought it was almost perfect, and I wouldn't change anything about it. I was immediately sucked into this story, and it was gripping through the last page. I'm glad I still have a book in the series left, or I would have the mother of all book hangovers right now!
I have to admit that I had no special love or interest in Corrado when I read Sempre. This book is where his character was developed and I thought he was kind of the star of the show. I loved that his character was so complex. He is this scary guy who doesn't hesitate to kill someone if he thinks they deserve it, yet he strictly believes in his codes of honor. He loves his wife and would do any thing for her,
"Bellissima, I'd stop time for you. I'd give you the moon and the stars; I'd learn to defy gravity. There's nothing I wouldn't do, nobody I wouldn't kill, if you asked me to, if you needed me to."
Swoon, is if it's wrong that he turns me on, I don't want to be right. I'm really looking forward to his story:)!
* Thanks for br Andrea and Ami:)*
April 9, 2016
10++ The Most Beautiful Tragedy Stars!!!
This book, and entire series, are friggin AWESOME!!!!
My Castings for Carmine and Haven:
"What do you do when the thing you want most suddenly feels like it's beyond your fingertips?"
"This boy— this stubborn, selfless, stupid boy— had given himself to the Mafia. He had handed control of his future over to the men they hated most in exchange for her life. For her safety . And he had done it so easily, so quickly, like he didn’t have to think about it at all . . . like sacrificing for her came just as naturally as breathing."
This is a story of love, sacrifice, and loyalty. And it will put anything else that you have ever read about these three ideals TO ABSOLUTE SHAME!!!!
I will never forgive myself for not reading this series sooner. I am now ruined for all future books and book boyfriends, and it isn't just because of Carmine and Haven's beautiful story, although, that played a major part!! JM Darhower reached into my chest, ripped out my heart, and made it beat for Carmine, Haven, Corrado, Vincent, Celia, and Maura. She pulled me into this elaborate, intricate world that she created and made me feel everything that happened to these characters...everything!! She makes them so real that it is one of those books where you are seeing a full on movie in your head. Completely brilliant!!
This book is over 500 pages long and I read it in under 48 hours. It completely consumed me! Could not put it down. What unfolds here is a continuation of the web built in Sempre, intricate upon intricate layer.
What you will read in some of the less than favorable reviews:
Yes, it is probably 70% "mafia" story and 30% "romance" as far as page time.
Yes, the hero and heroine do spend more than half of the book physically apart.
What I thought about this:
I didn't look at it that way at all. EVERYTHING that happened in this story was in the name of love. The love of a father, the love of a boyfriend, the love of an uncle and husband, and the love of a poor, battered, girl. In fact, I felt more love and emotion in this book than I have in most other romantic books. The author made me just as invested (at times, more) in the secondary characters, as I was in the primary ones!
To me, both books are one fluid and complete story. Two halves equaling a whole. Also, I thought that the reasons for the separation of the hero and heroine were EXACTLY where the story had to go!! Like, if it would've been the opposite, I would have found it completely far fetched and unbelievable.
Why am I telling you this? Because if you are like me, I tend to see a few low star ratings on a book and hold off on it, and that is what I did here for a while which was a big time mistake for me! However, I read both books back to back. I know that people that read Sempre back when it first came out, had to wait like a year for this follow up. If that were me, maybe I would've felt differently. But, based on my experience, I didn't think it could be more perfect and I too am I huge romance junkie! I'm telling you, this storyline, the characters, and the writing was so kick ass, that, I found my self more invested in the story going on around us than in the actual romantic part of it. A first for me!!! Well played, JM...well played!!!
I am a huge mafia junkie. I grew up on The Godfather, The Sopranos, Goodfellas, Casino...this can go on forever... The mafia fascinates me. Always has. It very obviously does JM as well. She didn't shy away from the details here at all. Everything was elaborate and, based on my very meager movie-based mafia knowledge, very authentic and real.
Oh, and for the record, my absolute favorite character of the whole series is Vincent. Vincent now has a piece of my heart!!! Corrado is VERY closely behind him! Lol!! ;)
Series like these are the reason that I read and love it as much as I do! ❤️
The only negative that I have is that I wanted more from the epilogue. But I know the Friends & Forever novella is supposed to give us some....more, so I am looking forward to that.
This book, and entire series, are friggin AWESOME!!!!
My Castings for Carmine and Haven:
"What do you do when the thing you want most suddenly feels like it's beyond your fingertips?"
"This boy— this stubborn, selfless, stupid boy— had given himself to the Mafia. He had handed control of his future over to the men they hated most in exchange for her life. For her safety . And he had done it so easily, so quickly, like he didn’t have to think about it at all . . . like sacrificing for her came just as naturally as breathing."
This is a story of love, sacrifice, and loyalty. And it will put anything else that you have ever read about these three ideals TO ABSOLUTE SHAME!!!!
I will never forgive myself for not reading this series sooner. I am now ruined for all future books and book boyfriends, and it isn't just because of Carmine and Haven's beautiful story, although, that played a major part!! JM Darhower reached into my chest, ripped out my heart, and made it beat for Carmine, Haven, Corrado, Vincent, Celia, and Maura. She pulled me into this elaborate, intricate world that she created and made me feel everything that happened to these characters...everything!! She makes them so real that it is one of those books where you are seeing a full on movie in your head. Completely brilliant!!
This book is over 500 pages long and I read it in under 48 hours. It completely consumed me! Could not put it down. What unfolds here is a continuation of the web built in Sempre, intricate upon intricate layer.
What you will read in some of the less than favorable reviews:
Yes, it is probably 70% "mafia" story and 30% "romance" as far as page time.
Yes, the hero and heroine do spend more than half of the book physically apart.
What I thought about this:
I didn't look at it that way at all. EVERYTHING that happened in this story was in the name of love. The love of a father, the love of a boyfriend, the love of an uncle and husband, and the love of a poor, battered, girl. In fact, I felt more love and emotion in this book than I have in most other romantic books. The author made me just as invested (at times, more) in the secondary characters, as I was in the primary ones!
To me, both books are one fluid and complete story. Two halves equaling a whole. Also, I thought that the reasons for the separation of the hero and heroine were EXACTLY where the story had to go!! Like, if it would've been the opposite, I would have found it completely far fetched and unbelievable.
Why am I telling you this? Because if you are like me, I tend to see a few low star ratings on a book and hold off on it, and that is what I did here for a while which was a big time mistake for me! However, I read both books back to back. I know that people that read Sempre back when it first came out, had to wait like a year for this follow up. If that were me, maybe I would've felt differently. But, based on my experience, I didn't think it could be more perfect and I too am I huge romance junkie! I'm telling you, this storyline, the characters, and the writing was so kick ass, that, I found my self more invested in the story going on around us than in the actual romantic part of it. A first for me!!! Well played, JM...well played!!!
I am a huge mafia junkie. I grew up on The Godfather, The Sopranos, Goodfellas, Casino...this can go on forever... The mafia fascinates me. Always has. It very obviously does JM as well. She didn't shy away from the details here at all. Everything was elaborate and, based on my very meager movie-based mafia knowledge, very authentic and real.
Oh, and for the record, my absolute favorite character of the whole series is Vincent. Vincent now has a piece of my heart!!! Corrado is VERY closely behind him! Lol!! ;)
Series like these are the reason that I read and love it as much as I do! ❤️
The only negative that I have is that I wanted more from the epilogue. But I know the Friends & Forever novella is supposed to give us some....more, so I am looking forward to that.
September 27, 2019
***4.5 Carmine mio bel ragazzo STARS ***
Me provocó mil feelings que hasta quedé agotada emocionalmente. J.M. Darhower hace MAGIA poco autores provocan tantos sentimientos en mí y ella lo ha logrado, así que definitivamente pasó a a mi top de autores favoritos. Tiene una escritura que en momentos se torna tan poética.
No se si pueda describir con una palabra este libro, lo que si puedo decir es que estuve en una angustia constante en todo el libro, siempre estaba con el alma en un hilo, mordiéndome las uñas y frustrada porque Carmine y Haven no estaban juntos.
La historia continua el curso del libro anterior donde Carmine con tal de salvar a Haven entra en el mundo de la mafia y toma la decisión de dejar a Haven para que ella pueda cumplir sus sueños y aquí sentí que mi corazón se partió, pude sentir el sufrimiento de ellos ay Dios lloré.
Haven y Carmine son una misma alma y al estar separados se podrán imaginar como estaban, literalmente eran unos zombies ¿Cómo se puede vivir cuando la otra mitad de tu alma no está junto a ti? Haven sólo sobrevivía y Carmine ay mi pobre y dulce bebé se estaba autodestruyendo escapando de la realidad cada vez que podía poco a poco se estaba desvaneciendo dejando de ser ese chico sarcástico, grosero, mal hablado, divertido, narcisista y finiccky que conocíamos este punto yo estaba con una daga en mi corazón. #Heartbroken
Por otro lado Corrado OMG !! me enamoró, conocerlo un poco más fue increíble su lado mafioso tan frío calculador y atemorizante this is a boss, y por otro lado con su esposa es tan lindo y me encantó que fuera todo un padre protector con Haven, esos hombres malos fríos con el corazón de oro me matan y me lo imagino todo un hombre sexy o sea ya estoy babeando. Corrado es uno de mis personajes favoritos de esta historia y para mí uno de los mejores sino el mejor Made Man que he leído Corrado is THE MAN!!.
Volviendo a mi lado sentimental no puedo superar lo que pasó con Vincent me duele en el alma este personaje porque yo empecé algo de disgusto con él pero terminé amándolo y me parece tan injusto todo lo que pasó y sólo como consuelo es que tuvo su happy ending con Maura y que al fin están juntos. Vincenzo Roman DeMarco siempre te voy a llevar en mi corazón
El plot twist de este libro fue de OMG!!! tan inesperado y a la vez no, tan inesperado por los secretos y traiciones que salieron a la luz y a la vez no por esa persona que orquestó todo. Maldito ojalá te hayan comido las ratas.
Conclusión Haven y Carmine son una pareja inolvidable que la voy a llevar en mi corazón, juntos son magia pura, te transmiten su amor y su dolor, te hacen sentir enamorada. Su amor es ÉPICO.
PS: A pesar de que Corrado me enamoró yo AMO a Carmine está en mi top top de Book boyfriends y eso me convierte en una cougar I don't care. Aunque no es cierto si vemos la fecha de su nacimiento es de mi edad, más a mi favor.
Rereading Sep 2017
Rereading Sep 2018
Rereading Sep 2019
Esta tercera relectura para mí ha sido muy dolorosa tal vez ando muy sensible pero es que está historia me ha llegado todavía más profundo.
Ay algunos libros que me hacen sentir mucho y que hasta se me sale la lagrimita PERO son contados los que me han hecho llorar como magdalena a moco tendido y que termino con los ojos hinchados y este libro lo ha logrado en esta ocasión.
Ya en la reseña de la relectura de Sempre había puesto que Vincent me ha desgarrado el alma pues en este libro ha sido multiplicado por mil. QUE MANERA DE HACERME SUFRIR.
Para mi esta vez mi personaje ha sido a parte de mi Bebé hermoso Carmine es Vincent porque me llegó muy en el corazón y su historia trágica de amor la voy a llevar por siempre conmigo.
You feel it?” he asked. “You hear it?” “Yes.” “What’s it saying?” She smiled, her eyes fluttering closed. “It’s saying you love me.” “I do,” he said. “No matter what. Sempre.” That word washed through her. “Sempre.
Me provocó mil feelings que hasta quedé agotada emocionalmente. J.M. Darhower hace MAGIA poco autores provocan tantos sentimientos en mí y ella lo ha logrado, así que definitivamente pasó a a mi top de autores favoritos. Tiene una escritura que en momentos se torna tan poética.
No se si pueda describir con una palabra este libro, lo que si puedo decir es que estuve en una angustia constante en todo el libro, siempre estaba con el alma en un hilo, mordiéndome las uñas y frustrada porque Carmine y Haven no estaban juntos.
La historia continua el curso del libro anterior donde Carmine con tal de salvar a Haven entra en el mundo de la mafia y toma la decisión de dejar a Haven para que ella pueda cumplir sus sueños y aquí sentí que mi corazón se partió, pude sentir el sufrimiento de ellos ay Dios lloré.
Haven y Carmine son una misma alma y al estar separados se podrán imaginar como estaban, literalmente eran unos zombies ¿Cómo se puede vivir cuando la otra mitad de tu alma no está junto a ti? Haven sólo sobrevivía y Carmine ay mi pobre y dulce bebé se estaba autodestruyendo escapando de la realidad cada vez que podía poco a poco se estaba desvaneciendo dejando de ser ese chico sarcástico, grosero, mal hablado, divertido, narcisista y finiccky que conocíamos este punto yo estaba con una daga en mi corazón. #Heartbroken
Por otro lado Corrado OMG !! me enamoró, conocerlo un poco más fue increíble su lado mafioso tan frío calculador y atemorizante this is a boss, y por otro lado con su esposa es tan lindo y me encantó que fuera todo un padre protector con Haven, esos hombres malos fríos con el corazón de oro me matan y me lo imagino todo un hombre sexy o sea ya estoy babeando. Corrado es uno de mis personajes favoritos de esta historia y para mí uno de los mejores sino el mejor Made Man que he leído Corrado is THE MAN!!.
Volviendo a mi lado sentimental no puedo superar lo que pasó con Vincent me duele en el alma este personaje porque yo empecé algo de disgusto con él pero terminé amándolo y me parece tan injusto todo lo que pasó y sólo como consuelo es que tuvo su happy ending con Maura y que al fin están juntos. Vincenzo Roman DeMarco siempre te voy a llevar en mi corazón
El plot twist de este libro fue de OMG!!! tan inesperado y a la vez no, tan inesperado por los secretos y traiciones que salieron a la luz y a la vez no por esa persona que orquestó todo. Maldito ojalá te hayan comido las ratas.
Conclusión Haven y Carmine son una pareja inolvidable que la voy a llevar en mi corazón, juntos son magia pura, te transmiten su amor y su dolor, te hacen sentir enamorada. Su amor es ÉPICO.
PS: A pesar de que Corrado me enamoró yo AMO a Carmine está en mi top top de Book boyfriends y eso me convierte en una cougar I don't care. Aunque no es cierto si vemos la fecha de su nacimiento es de mi edad, más a mi favor.
Rereading Sep 2017
Rereading Sep 2018
Rereading Sep 2019
Esta tercera relectura para mí ha sido muy dolorosa tal vez ando muy sensible pero es que está historia me ha llegado todavía más profundo.
Ay algunos libros que me hacen sentir mucho y que hasta se me sale la lagrimita PERO son contados los que me han hecho llorar como magdalena a moco tendido y que termino con los ojos hinchados y este libro lo ha logrado en esta ocasión.
Ya en la reseña de la relectura de Sempre había puesto que Vincent me ha desgarrado el alma pues en este libro ha sido multiplicado por mil. QUE MANERA DE HACERME SUFRIR.
Para mi esta vez mi personaje ha sido a parte de mi Bebé hermoso Carmine es Vincent porque me llegó muy en el corazón y su historia trágica de amor la voy a llevar por siempre conmigo.
December 30, 2013
4 Redeeming Stars!
After everything they’ve been through the first book Carmine and Haven are still not at ease.
With the dark shadow of Carmine’s loyalty vote to the Mafia in the first book and Haven’s past sill beside them, they can’t rest and put everything behind.
The true tests to their love and to their relationship are just beginning and in the end they must decide where their loyalty really resides.
To one another… or to the world they once come from?
This was a pretty good book. Haven was still a great wise girl and she still could turn Carmine into the great guy that everyone knew he could be… except himself.
Unfortunately… I was expecting more.
Sempre (Forever) was probably one of the best books I’ve ever read so maybe my expectations were too high, but this feel behind my expectations. I was expecting something great… and in return I only had something good. (Well, I can’t really complain, can’t I?).
And the epilogue… it was SO GOOD and so sweet that compensated for all the rest.
Nonetheless… a great series that you definitely, shouldn’t miss!
After everything they’ve been through the first book Carmine and Haven are still not at ease.
With the dark shadow of Carmine’s loyalty vote to the Mafia in the first book and Haven’s past sill beside them, they can’t rest and put everything behind.
The true tests to their love and to their relationship are just beginning and in the end they must decide where their loyalty really resides.
To one another… or to the world they once come from?
This was a pretty good book. Haven was still a great wise girl and she still could turn Carmine into the great guy that everyone knew he could be… except himself.
Unfortunately… I was expecting more.
Sempre (Forever) was probably one of the best books I’ve ever read so maybe my expectations were too high, but this feel behind my expectations. I was expecting something great… and in return I only had something good. (Well, I can’t really complain, can’t I?).
And the epilogue… it was SO GOOD and so sweet that compensated for all the rest.
Nonetheless… a great series that you definitely, shouldn’t miss!
December 11, 2016
It may not be as good as the first book, it's still a satisfying conclusion for Carmine DeMarco and Haven Antonelli. What a long journey filled with roller coaster of emotions.
It's heartbreaking to see these two parted ways as Carmine pledge to enter the dangerous world of Mafia while Haven goes to New York where she can live independently, can freely go to College to enhance her artistic skills like normal people do. Both are miserable and empty without each other's company. Their deep love for each other makes it difficult for them to move on and be happy. A part of them still hopes that they'll be together again someday... a year of longing for each other makes everything worth it.
Supposedly, I'm going to give this book 3 stars because it's unnecessarily prolonged. Haven and Carmine are separated for about 60% of this book, which is kind of frustrating since they have less moments together but they reunited on the 70% mark. So patience is a virtue my dear friends, it's worth the wait. What motivated me to keep going? ALL PARTS WITH CORRADO MORRETTI IN IT. I love him so much. He's so complex and badass. His love for Celia makes me swoon. Honestly, he really is outstanding in this book. KEVLAR KILLER FOR THE WIN. Also, there are more mafia related events and violence. I think everything was resolved in the end and I decided to give it 4 stars for that matter.
It's heartbreaking to see these two parted ways as Carmine pledge to enter the dangerous world of Mafia while Haven goes to New York where she can live independently, can freely go to College to enhance her artistic skills like normal people do. Both are miserable and empty without each other's company. Their deep love for each other makes it difficult for them to move on and be happy. A part of them still hopes that they'll be together again someday... a year of longing for each other makes everything worth it.
Supposedly, I'm going to give this book 3 stars because it's unnecessarily prolonged. Haven and Carmine are separated for about 60% of this book, which is kind of frustrating since they have less moments together but they reunited on the 70% mark. So patience is a virtue my dear friends, it's worth the wait. What motivated me to keep going? ALL PARTS WITH CORRADO MORRETTI IN IT. I love him so much. He's so complex and badass. His love for Celia makes me swoon. Honestly, he really is outstanding in this book. KEVLAR KILLER FOR THE WIN. Also, there are more mafia related events and violence. I think everything was resolved in the end and I decided to give it 4 stars for that matter.
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April 27, 2013
December 17, 2013
3.5 CARMINE STARS
" Ascoltare il tuo cuore. Listen to your heart"
This is gonna be another difficult for me to write....As I freaking loved Sempre, and this book is total opposite!
The story picks up with Carmine and Haven celebrating Christmas together and having a very sweet moment. But that happiness was short lived, Carmine has duties and started moving into dark............. my heart broken!
After that, everything became depressing! I can't say how depressing this book was. I feel there was too many unneeded scene. And way too little CARMINE!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally after a major event taking place, Carmine and Haven together! That was almost towards the end, but thumbs up for that sweet short epilogue.
I JUST WANTED MORE CARMINE AND HAVEN!
"Fate. You came into my life because you were meant to be in my life. It wasn't an accident! So don't push me war, because I fucking love you, Carmine DeMarco, and you 're just hurting yourself doing it"
For those who love Carmine, give it go!
**ARC provided for blog tour**
March 1, 2017
I am in love with this series. Wanna know what I love most about this series. Corrado. And guess what? He's next! Whoop! Whoop!
November 23, 2015
4 Tesoro STARS
Carmine and Haven hold a special place in my heart.
Carmine Marcello DeMarco
Haven Antonelli
Sempre was one of my favourites of 2012. Their story just blew me away and made me feel SO MUCH.
It was like a beautiful love story wrapped around a fast-paced, action-packed mafia saga.
I was thrilled to learn that Ms. Darhower was not finished with their story and that she was also going to write about Corrado Moretti: a man whose one look would chill your spine with fear
and scorch you lady parts with need.
“Bellissima, I’d stop time for you. I’d give you the moon and the stars; I’d learn to defy gravity. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do, nobody I wouldn’t kill, if you asked me to. If you needed me to. Saving you from a fire would be nothing, purely instinct.”-Corrado
I enjoyed this book for many reasons but it also lacked some of the spark and feeling of the first one. Perhaps it’s because Carmine and Haven spent a large chunk of the book apart or perhaps it was because this story was very introspective for both Carmine and Haven; very sad, lonely and depressing at times. Needless to say, I loved where Ms. Darhower finally ended up with Carmine and Haven.
“We can’t just not breathe, just like I can’t just not love you.”
Without giving too much away, this book peeled back more layers of the La Cosa Nostra, unravelling more heinous crimes and dirty, dark secrets around the past, the death of Maura DeMarco, the slavery of Haven and many more. And for Carmine and Haven, in the words of Ms. Darhower:
“Life overwhelmed him, tugging him in opposite directions while he stood stagnant, trying to remain whole. He was surrounded by violence and death, the ugliness eating away at him, but then, on the other side, there was her. She was peace, and hope, and pure fucking beauty. She was the good that he hoped would overpower the bad.”
Ms. Darhower, I was thrilled to get more Corrdao in this book....
Watch out Corrado, I’m coming for you in Made!
Carmine and Haven hold a special place in my heart.
Carmine Marcello DeMarco
Haven Antonelli
Sempre was one of my favourites of 2012. Their story just blew me away and made me feel SO MUCH.
It was like a beautiful love story wrapped around a fast-paced, action-packed mafia saga.
I was thrilled to learn that Ms. Darhower was not finished with their story and that she was also going to write about Corrado Moretti: a man whose one look would chill your spine with fear
and scorch you lady parts with need.
“Bellissima, I’d stop time for you. I’d give you the moon and the stars; I’d learn to defy gravity. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do, nobody I wouldn’t kill, if you asked me to. If you needed me to. Saving you from a fire would be nothing, purely instinct.”-Corrado
I enjoyed this book for many reasons but it also lacked some of the spark and feeling of the first one. Perhaps it’s because Carmine and Haven spent a large chunk of the book apart or perhaps it was because this story was very introspective for both Carmine and Haven; very sad, lonely and depressing at times. Needless to say, I loved where Ms. Darhower finally ended up with Carmine and Haven.
“We can’t just not breathe, just like I can’t just not love you.”
Without giving too much away, this book peeled back more layers of the La Cosa Nostra, unravelling more heinous crimes and dirty, dark secrets around the past, the death of Maura DeMarco, the slavery of Haven and many more. And for Carmine and Haven, in the words of Ms. Darhower:
“Life overwhelmed him, tugging him in opposite directions while he stood stagnant, trying to remain whole. He was surrounded by violence and death, the ugliness eating away at him, but then, on the other side, there was her. She was peace, and hope, and pure fucking beauty. She was the good that he hoped would overpower the bad.”
Ms. Darhower, I was thrilled to get more Corrdao in this book....
Watch out Corrado, I’m coming for you in Made!
November 16, 2023
3.5 stars**
August 31, 2020
6+++++++ stars.
Patience is not one of my virtues when it comes to waiting for a follow up to a brilliant first book but boy was my patience rewarded. This was so worth the waiting and J M Darhower sleekly provided all the answers to the questions from Sempre. Sempre was one of my favourite reads from 2012 and as 2013 draws to end it will certainly be one of my best reads and a favourite of 2013.
Book 1 gave us so much. Slavery, the road to freedom and with the help of Carmine’s father Haven escapes her gruesome fate but that fate has a price and demands revenge. The vow to the family must be upheld.
In Sempre – Redemption Book 2 Haven and Carmine's story continues. Like book 1, I couldn’t put this down. This is a much darker read, lots of heartbreak, determination and perseverance.
Carmine De Marco – We knew all about him from book 1. His likes and dislikes but I loved this foul-mouthed, stubborn, selfless stupid boy – a boy who had given himself in exchange for Haven’s life. He just handed control of his future to the men he hated but to Carmine sacrificing his freedom for Haven came as naturally as breathing to him. He loved her – It was a simple as that
Haven – In book 1, we know how life began for this scared vulnerable girl. A life of enslavement that knew no freedom, being taught to think, react and to please anyone because she knew nothing else- but that has all changed because of Carmine. Haven could do whatever she wanted, go where she wants to go, do what she wants to do couldn’t she?
But then just when Haven thinks her life has taken a turn in the right direction a decision that is forced upon her rips her heart out and splinters it to shreds.
"Haven
By the time you get this note, I will be gone. I can’t stay here because It's not fair on you and I will be denying you real life. A life away from all this bullshit, where you can just be Haven. Go show those motherf*****s what they have been missing and show them that they can't hold my girl down. Don’t be f*****g scared. You’re ready for the world Haven and it’s been waiting eighteen years for you. Don’t make that shit wait any longer."
Carmine
So heartbroken, she left to find that place and become visible.
Sempre Redemption gave me the answers that were left unsaid from book 1. As those pieces fell into place and answers were revealed I read about their emotional journey to freedom. Its hard one with jolting, unbelievable obstacles and a lot of jaw slacking moments. Lots of issues some I baulked at, lots of moments when I sat with my mouth opened and lots of moments when I gritted my teeth so hard my jaw hurt and I shed lots and lots of tears.
What can I say about J M Darhower’s writing?
It was effortless, visual and so descriptive and I forgot at times that I was reading. I was so engrossed in this story that I actually experienced what was happening. I laughed out loud, I cursed and the hairs on my arms stood up at times and my heart? well, it is still recovering.
Full of emotion wrapped up with perfect, powerful and beautiful writing and this is a story that must be read.
"Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor – it must be demanded by the oppressed" Martin Luther King.
“Your heart she whispered” “it's racing.” “You feel it?” “You hear it”
“yes” “What’s it saying?”
she smiled “it's saying you love me”
“I do,” he said. “No matter what – Sempre”
Patience is not one of my virtues when it comes to waiting for a follow up to a brilliant first book but boy was my patience rewarded. This was so worth the waiting and J M Darhower sleekly provided all the answers to the questions from Sempre. Sempre was one of my favourite reads from 2012 and as 2013 draws to end it will certainly be one of my best reads and a favourite of 2013.
Book 1 gave us so much. Slavery, the road to freedom and with the help of Carmine’s father Haven escapes her gruesome fate but that fate has a price and demands revenge. The vow to the family must be upheld.
In Sempre – Redemption Book 2 Haven and Carmine's story continues. Like book 1, I couldn’t put this down. This is a much darker read, lots of heartbreak, determination and perseverance.
Carmine De Marco – We knew all about him from book 1. His likes and dislikes but I loved this foul-mouthed, stubborn, selfless stupid boy – a boy who had given himself in exchange for Haven’s life. He just handed control of his future to the men he hated but to Carmine sacrificing his freedom for Haven came as naturally as breathing to him. He loved her – It was a simple as that
Haven – In book 1, we know how life began for this scared vulnerable girl. A life of enslavement that knew no freedom, being taught to think, react and to please anyone because she knew nothing else- but that has all changed because of Carmine. Haven could do whatever she wanted, go where she wants to go, do what she wants to do couldn’t she?
But then just when Haven thinks her life has taken a turn in the right direction a decision that is forced upon her rips her heart out and splinters it to shreds.
"Haven
By the time you get this note, I will be gone. I can’t stay here because It's not fair on you and I will be denying you real life. A life away from all this bullshit, where you can just be Haven. Go show those motherf*****s what they have been missing and show them that they can't hold my girl down. Don’t be f*****g scared. You’re ready for the world Haven and it’s been waiting eighteen years for you. Don’t make that shit wait any longer."
Carmine
So heartbroken, she left to find that place and become visible.
Sempre Redemption gave me the answers that were left unsaid from book 1. As those pieces fell into place and answers were revealed I read about their emotional journey to freedom. Its hard one with jolting, unbelievable obstacles and a lot of jaw slacking moments. Lots of issues some I baulked at, lots of moments when I sat with my mouth opened and lots of moments when I gritted my teeth so hard my jaw hurt and I shed lots and lots of tears.
What can I say about J M Darhower’s writing?
It was effortless, visual and so descriptive and I forgot at times that I was reading. I was so engrossed in this story that I actually experienced what was happening. I laughed out loud, I cursed and the hairs on my arms stood up at times and my heart? well, it is still recovering.
Full of emotion wrapped up with perfect, powerful and beautiful writing and this is a story that must be read.
"Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor – it must be demanded by the oppressed" Martin Luther King.
“Your heart she whispered” “it's racing.” “You feel it?” “You hear it”
“yes” “What’s it saying?”
she smiled “it's saying you love me”
“I do,” he said. “No matter what – Sempre”
December 23, 2013
What's black and white and red all over?
Sempre is. Sempre is black and white, but grey too. It's black that appears to be white and white that appears to be black. It's black and white mixed together and a chance at redemption. Sempre is one of those stories that makes you think about life, about the people, about destiny and what's meant to be. What makes us who we are and what changes us into who we were supposed to be. There's no such thing as coincidence and Sempre is fate in its purest form. One person's action can have consequences for lifetimes to come and sometimes we die trying to make up for what we once did wrong. Sempre is sacrifice, love, family, freedom and life coming to full circle. Sempre is the world crumbling down around you, but finding the hope within you that makes you want to paint a door blue.
Sempre was never just a simple love story. Sempre was layer upon layer, until Redemption unwrapped it all. Those of you who only loved Sempre because of the cute and sweet moments between Carmine and Haven, probably won't be too happy about this sequel. However, those of you who loved Sempre and also understood and loved the depth that carried it, will love the story of Redemption as much.
Sometimes with my favorite books, words feel inadequate and unnecessary. It's the story that gives me feelings that I can't put into words and I don't even want to try. You all know that Sempre is one of my all time favorites. I don't think 5 stars are enough for the brilliance that J.M. Darhower put into this story. I cried, I laughed, I died over Corrado because I just love him even more by the second. I felt heartbroken, yet filled with hope. I felt angry, yet filled with sympathy. I felt anxious, yet certain. I felt so many things. Black and white, but mixed together turned into grey. This sequel was an emotional roller coaster and a mindfuck. I already miss it. I miss Sempre. I miss the characters and I'm so sad that it's over.
All of the blood, sweat, and tears were worth it, because she was worth it.
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In anticipation of Sempre: Redemption, I'm just going to share a message from Corrado, my favorite man, posted on Fics2Flicks.
From Corrado…
The end justifies the means: the belief that it’s okay to do immoral things as long as it’s for a good cause. Not everyone agrees with the concept, but I certainly do.
It doesn’t matter what I did along the way—what I stole, which lies I told, who I annihilated—as long as I had a good reason to do it all. And protecting my family… honoring my family… is the only reason I’ve ever had for anything.
Personally, I can’t think of a better reason than that.
I don’t particularly like some of the things I’ve done, and I’m certainly not proud of a lot of it. There’s no room for pride in the life of a man like me. I did it because I had to do it. It’s as simple as that. And if I could go back and relive my life, I’d make all the same choices all over again.
Not to say I don’t feel any remorse, because I do, but wallowing in regret is pointless. The end justifies the means. And the end… well… all I can say is that when the end comes, I’ll hold my head high as long as I did everything I could for my family.
Am I a bad man? I’m sure some people think so. Maybe even you do, but it doesn’t matter. Opinions mean nothing. I live my life by facts. And the fact of the matter is, I may not live to see tomorrow, but I’m alive today. And as long as my heart’s still beating, I’ll fight with everything left in me to do what I have to do.
July 15, 2020
The best thing about going back to re-read old favorites, is continuing a series that you never got back too. I am so glad I finally got around to reading this one. Perfection.
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